Wasting Life Away...

That's how I feel...I don't do anything, no that's a lie, I do some stuff. But not enough. This week (starting Sunday) I went to church, as usual. Monday; Picked up Jenny, went to Youth Group (as usual), Jenny slept over. Tuesday; I went to Jenny's youth group, I don't usually go. But I might start going more often since my mom said she didn't mind as long as I do my school. Then Wednesday I had Physical Therapy for my back. On the way home I rolled down the window, I love the warm-ness! I loved the feeling I had...I actually was doing stuff, not just sitting, wasting away. But then everything just stopped, the rest of the week has been wasted. I must admit however, that I am sick of sitting on the computer all day, so I am so happy for the warm weather, now my brother, sister, and I can go outside and kick around the soccer ball. (Another thing that makes me feel like I'm doing something.)But, I'd like to do other stuff, walk, jog, ride my bike...The thing is, we don't live in a pleasant neighborhood. So, I kick the soccer ball in our tiny backyard almost everyday, sometimes hitting the neighbors house (which isn't a very pleasant thing to do, I wish they never tore down those bushes.) But other than getting outside, I don't hang out with my friends really at all. Jenny lives practically right down the street, yet we don't see each other really that often, only about once a week. Alyssa lives way too far away to get together every week, and all my other friends are drifiting away. Lately I have and been doing more stuff with Jenny, which is so fun! But I dunno, there is still something in my life that's just...Lacking, I feel held back, like I want to break free and run, and run and run. Where I want to run is the question...Anyway, dinner is done, so long!